school: December 2004 archives


I Got Nothing

[ rakaur on Tue Dec 14 at 06:59 PM // category: eawr, life, relationships, school ]

What I got is bad English.

Anyway, I have nothing significantly interesting today. Scholar Bowl is fun. Finally got a few friends to join so that’s cool. No Kayla though. Bummer.

Yeah, I think I’ve pretty much abandoned all hope at this point. I’m fighting a losing battle, my friends.

In other news, I’ve been looking for something to code for IRC. I’ve been doing IRC stuff for as long as I’ve been programming, but you know, I think it’s all been done. There’s no magic in seeing anything work anymore, because I’m just so damn good I know it’ll work. I need something new, challenging, idealistic. Any ideas? Don’t be a cock, dbn.

I went and got my schedule changed finally. Now I have Advanced Graphics (vocational print shop) for my first two hours. Still got stuck with Social Problems and Communications. Communications is going to be freaking hard.

As you might have guessed by this point.

-- rakaur // 2004.12.14 @ 06:59 PM

People May Not Suck?

[ rakaur on Tue Dec 14 at 06:50 AM // category: eawr, life, relationships, school ]

So, a few weeks ago I gave my AIM nick to a friend from school. She gave me another friend’s, and a few other peoples’, and now I have half the school’s female students on my contact list.

I’ve spent usually at least an hour talking to each of them, and they’re all so awesome. It’s weird. I’ve spent four years at a school where I was pretty sure that everyone hated me. I mean, especially girls (I haven’t had a girlfriend for like three years, I mean, damn). But, you know, they all talk to me and they’re all really nice and they all make me feel really good.

It’s interesting to actually have some semblance of self-esteem.

-- rakaur // 2004.12.14 @ 06:50 AM

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