kori: May 2005 archives
All That You Can Do
[ rakaur on Wed May 11 at 03:53 PM // category: kori, life, relationships ]
Then why won’t you talk to me?
-- rakaur // 2005.05.11 @ 03:53 PM
College Dreams
[ rakaur on Fri May 06 at 06:10 PM // category: kori, lccc, life, relationships, school ]
So, I got scheduled for college. My schedule’s pretty cool. I only go three days a week and I get out at 12:50. Originally it was 11:50, but some you lose.
Monday, Wednesday, Friday, I have: Physics 130 (8:30 - 9:45), Psychology 131 (10:00 - 10:50), English 131 (11:00 - 11:50), Math 116 (12:00 - 12:50); and, instead of Physics 130 on Friday I have the Physics 130 Lab (8:00 - 9:50).
Not much to write about other than that. Haven’t been able to sleep well because of the dreams. I thought it’d get better eventually, but it just keeps getting worse. I passed her on the stairs today, and I could have sworn she said hello to me, but I know she didn’t. Some other people have been talking bad about her around me in my Sociology class. I guess they figure since she hates me I hate her and so I’ll gossip with them. I still find myself defending her, and even though she hates me, I have absolutely nothing bad to say about her.
I don’t know what anything means.
-- rakaur // 2005.05.06 @ 06:10 PM
Snap, Crackle, Pop
[ rakaur on Wed May 04 at 07:04 AM // category: kori, life, relationships ]
Man, that’s nearly a week straight. I rarely remember my dreams from one night a month, let alone a week straight.
I’m going to snap like a bowl of Rice Krispies.
-- rakaur // 2005.05.04 @ 07:04 AM
Improbability Drive
[ rakaur on Tue May 03 at 10:01 PM // category: kori, life, relationships ]
So, I keep having these dreams where Kori starts talking to me again. It’s not cool, at all.
I dread Algebra II every day. I hate seeing her. If I didn’t have to see her every day, I think I’d be okay, but seeing her being happy and laughing and vehemently hating me is a little rough. I’ve started thinking about skipping that class. I don’t know if I’ll make it two weeks without crying at some point. I’ve started slipping in that class again, too, because all I think about the whole time is how she hates me.
Then, on the other hand, my wacky sense of humor thinks it’s pretty funny that I lost my best friend over something that didn’t even happen. I guess it’s funny, in a “yeah, that’s how much the world hates me” way. It’s funny in a “that’s okay, I’ll release you from the contract, I have my lab, what could go wrong?” and then the lab burns down kind of way (Google “Nikola Tesla”).
Losing your bestfriend over something that doesn’t actually happen isn’t impossible, it’s just highly improbable.
Update: For those of you that didn’t get the last part there, it’s a Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy reference.
-- rakaur // 2005.05.03 @ 10:01 PM
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