relationships: August 2004 archives
Bored to Tears
[ rakaur on Tue Aug 31 at 05:30 PM // category: life, relationships ]
I really wish I had some form of courage. It’d be nice.
I saw this girl today, for the first time this year. I had a hella crush on her last year, but could never work up any nerve to talk to her. If I’m forced into the situation I have no problem, but creating the situation seems to be beyond me. Which leads me to my next point…
The girl I mentioned in the last post; I can’t seem to talk to her either. I don’t want to wind up getting the same way I was last year, but the only alternative is to talk to her, which I can’t seem to do. Which leads me to my next point…
I wanted to go watch her volleyball game today, but I have no one to go with, and thus no way to get there. My car’s still getting worked on. I don’t think I’d go alone anyway. So, I lose again. Now I’m stuck down here all night listening to depressing music trying to figure out how the hell to do the comments for this stupid blog.
Oh, and I took some pictures of my cat when she attacked me this morning.
-- rakaur // 2004.08.31 @ 05:30 PM
Random Flying Insects
[ rakaur on Mon Aug 30 at 05:07 PM // category: life, relationships ]
The smell off the moth balls has let up a bit… haven’t heard any crickets yet. Nevertheless, I sprayed a bunch of outdoor kill bug stuff outside all around my house. Stupid bastards.
So, I’m pretty sure this girl I have for a few of my classes digs me. Everytime I look over in her direction she’s staring at me. I’m not sure if it’s good or bad, though. She seems nice, and is really quite attractive, so who knows. I doubt it though, my luck isn’t that good.
So I’m sitting outside about an hour ago, and a see a flutter from the corner of my eye. I look over on my shoulder, and there’s a praying mantis sitting there. I took some pictures. The random person in the background in some of them is my father. Anyway, I have some homework to do.
Oh, by the way, still owning:
- rakaur, the level 41 destroyer of worlds. Next level in 0 days, 16:20:23.
- sycobuny, the level 41 CockGrabber. Next level in 1 day, 07:59:13.
- rintaun, the level 41 ultimate lego warrior. Next level in 1 day, 15:20:56.
- madragoran, the level 41 gaidin. Next level in 1 day, 20:30:20.
- naki, the level 40 isux. Next level in 0 days, 05:21:31.
-- rakaur // 2004.08.30 @ 05:07 PM
