IC or Bust
[ rakaur on Sat Mar 19 at 09:16 AM // category: life, relationships, school ]
I have a Website. Right.
I’ve been rather depressed, so I haven’t bothered posting on this (well, haven’t bothered as in completely forget it existed).
Kayla has expressed her lack of interest in me. That’s pretty much what I expected, but you know, it still sucks balls. So many little things here or there that made me think otherwise. Plus, a few of my friends telling me things that made me think otherwise. Actually, all of my friends telling me things that made me think otherwise. Hopes came crashing down.
My plans for the next decade of my life have pretty much come crashing down as well. I wasn’t accepted for admission by Illinois College, which is pretty much the only school I have any interest in attending. So, there goes that. It would now seem, that my only option remaining (since I refuse to attend a huge state school like Southern Illinois University or the University of Illinois, et al) is to attend a shitty ass community college for a while.
Why is this bad? Well, because I’ll have to spend a year or two there. Then, three years at IC (assuming they accept me after that), and two years at the partner university, all for two BSs. Most people get a doctorate in that time, but no. So, while all of my friends are away at real college getting real educations, I’ll be stuck in a lame community college with a bunch of idiots that are too stupid to get into a real school.
Look ma, I’m a fucking moron.
-- rakaur // 2005.03.19 @ 09:16 AM
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